4-29-10

Well it's done. I have officially started my chemo treatments. Scot and I had a good question and answer session with my doctor. We both really like him and appreciate his candor. Then I had to go over the drug list with the nurse and all the possible side effects. That was fairly stressful because there is just SO much to take in and none of that stuff is positive. However the nurse was very sweet and gently talked me through all of it. Finally, I had a very relaxing few hours in the treatment chair with my Mom to chat with me. We didn't have much time to chat. A volunteer from the American Cancer Society dropped by to tell me about all the great programs that they offer to me. I am signed up for a makeover, and to be partnered up with a cancer buddy my age, who's cancer and treatment were similar, but has finished treatment. I think I got signed up for something else too, but I am not sure what. I guess it will be a surprise.

I learned today that I'll be on the drug herceptin for a whole year. Previously I thought it would only be the 12 weeks. I also learned that I'll have to take a hormone blocking drug tomoxifen or something similar probably for 5 years beginning at the end of my treatment. Geeze with all this, if there are any cancer cells left in my body they better look out. This course of treatment will surely take them DOWN! As much as the side effects suck, I take a lot of comfort in knowing that the cancer has been cut out and the drugs are coursing through my veins to seek and destroy any cells that decided to jump ship and land in my blood stream before the surgery. I'd hate to be a cancer cell in my body right now!

I feel so good right now, I hope it lasts. I am really hoping that I feel good when the kids get home from school. Meghan asked me last night if she could do anything or get me anything that would comfort me tomorrow. She's so sweet. I love my family! I know the kids will be happy to see me feeling well after chemo. I think they are unsure of what to expect. The unknown is always scarier.

Feeling it's time to recline with a good book. I'll check in later.